The pain of loving...

You know? This heart of mine, used to be so green and everyday, I used to wish to keep it evergreen. But some stories, never turn into reality - some dreams, never come true. This heart,, was constantly attacked, tortured and still, this same heart, was expected to remain green and beautiful. But was that really possible? Now I think and laugh... The same heart which once used to be beautiful and green, is now nothing but a barren piece of land ~ but still, this barren land, dreams of green and rain... it dreams of getting drenched in the golden memories of the past again... hah, tell me,, who has the capability to make this little fool understand ~ some memories, never revive...